During the last post, regarding newly given awards and "amazing predictions", I said was going to skip over the rule about naming the seven most important events in my life or some shit like that. Since I, ahead of time, knew I would be doing this bit, I figured why bother. It would be repetitious and with this present post, possibly a two parter, if I get too chatty or start rambling on about this or that, then posting up those seven amazing moments would make it seem I've got the ego the size of Donald Trump's or Mitt Romney's own ego. And who wants to see that? Gosh, certainly not magnificent lil' ol' me.
As the title suggests, I will be interviewing myself, revealing things I may have mentioned before here, some things I've never revealed, but also adding some clarification to misconceptions. I'll also be adding some traces of sardonic or dry humor that some individuals may or may not perceive, successfully, depending on how sharp of mind that being is. Not that I'm putting anyone down for having the intelligence quotient well below a snail's turd- but there have been times when I've read the comments on my blog or ones I've read on other's blogs and I've found it somewhat disconcerting to realize there's more than a few, uh, how should I put this in polite terms... mmm... dumbasses out there?
But, being the helluva guy I am, I'm throwing caution to the wind and going on with the show. I want to inform you, my friends, entertain you and gently coddle you like tiny baby birds in a wasp's nest, keeping you feeling all warm and secure, inside and out. No shocking diatribes, sarcasm and crude humor found in this humble abode of mine, I can assure you. I certainly wouldn't do that to get an individual's attention to make one simple, friggin' point.
Ahh... there I go again with the friendly, idle chit chat. On with the interview:
Inquisitor Kelly: What's with the clowns? Everyone believes you have this vested interest with clowns because of the heading on your page. It's loaded with repeated images of clowns. Are you afraid of clowns? Do they arouse you, in some undetermined way? A lot of folks, on and off this blog, have brought this "highly interesting' subject up time and time again and have this deep desire to know what's up with that.
Honest Kelly: I really don't care one way or another about clowns, actually. When I conferred with the co-designer of the web page's layout, a couple years ago, she suggested that I keep the image of the clown from my old layout to use with this layout. Her daughter even drew me up a jazzy, nifty looking clown and I have kept it on the blog ever since. Why clowns? I agreed for the sake of keeping with the theme of the blog. Not because I like clowns or want to, hopefully, fuck one so hard in the ass one day that it's bright red colon explodes- but because of practical reasons. And to be truthful, I think every human being is a clown, just at different levels. Some are more obvious than others. Because of the clown question, it was, at one point, tiresome to read the same question over and over about it. I didn't give a shit enough to give a reason for it. Even now, I just don't care. In fact, knowing that this insignificant image on my page supposedly frightens people, as I've heard it does with some freaks.. I mean... people... amuses me a tiny bit.
That goes for the black background on my site. Some people say it's too hard to read my words on a post I'll put up. To them I say, I like the black background. Black matches the sometimes dark themes I bring up during my rants and stories on my charming blog. I won't change it for anyone or for any reason. Not for more followers. Not for more hits on my pages. In truth, the opinions of most people mean less than nothing to me. This is because I'm too old, too wise and have had enough experience to imbue myself with the knowledge that people basically want things their way because they are selfish and narrow-minded. Not to mention uptight and stupid. Thanks for asking.
Inquisitor Kelly: What was your childhood like? Were you a normal kid? Or were you a rowdy, screaming monkey child or what?
Honest Kelly: I grew up poor. I lived in an old, four room, white-paneled house on farm land. The cistern we drank out of, we found out later on, had quite a few dead and half-dead albino frogs in the water. We didn't have a shower. We poured buckets of water over our heads and washed with that water (which I think was from a creek up the hill) in a hand made metal stall my dad had built.
I had a swing and a tire on an apple tree I played on. I also had a black and white cat named Pepsi, a German Shepherd named Happy and I often talked to an old large apple tree, out of loneliness, boredom and because I had a fertile imagination. Finally, 6 years later, my sister was born. I played with her toys, rode bikes with her and played with my own collection of Hot Wheels cars. Each one of my Hot Wheels cars had his or her own personal name and military rank. The President was in love with the Secretary. Sometimes, I made them kiss. The apple tree, outside, often told me to kill the useless weeds in the yard (they were the enemy). So that I did, with pure, delightful abandon and with a large stick I'd whip around, cutting them down like a warrior.
Down the road, we had neighbor kids that enjoyed peeing into each other's mouths, for sport and dry humping the wiener dog. They locked me in their spider-filled, completely dark old basement once, for hours. They would make Kool-Aid, on hot summer days and their mom would serve it to us kids in unwashed, food-encrusted glasses. I'm surprised, to this day, I'm still alive. I'm not kidding about any of those details and I've talked about them a couple times on this blog. When I was six, I had no idea what they were doing to their dog. Later, I put it together and figured it out. All I knew was that it's little doggy eyes rolled to the back of it's head while it lay on the slab of concrete while one of the brothers cheered on the human kid fucking it.
I found out later that Happy, my dog, was a bad doggy to a vet. Dad said he had ran off one day. No explanation was given. I was shocked and saddened when I was told that as a kid. When I was 16, Dad told me that he had to "put Happy down" because Happy suddenly bit a big meaty chunk out of a vet's arm during one of Happy's regular vet appointments. The vet told Dad Happy had to be put down or he would make sure Happy was euthanized. The way Dad described it, it took several shots to his big furry canine head before Happy finally died. Hearing this story did not make me happy. But I understood the reasoning a little later. Happy could have killed me, at some point and that's what they were afraid of. During our play time together, though, he was a really friendly and honestly happy dog.
On a happier note: I really enjoyed the walks mom and I would take down the old gravel road that was named after us because Dad had done so much work on it, himself.
Every week, it seemed, we would pay a visit or visits to my grandma and grandpa's farm down the old country lane. I was mostly a very shy, quiet kid. I played with my Aunt Kay. I remember one particular time when we set white milk stools together, down on their sides on the floor, in a line and sat in the open spaces. We pretended that we were riding in a train and made "choo- choo' noises. Those were fun times. My Aunt Kay, who was more of a sister to me, now and then, says that she used to bully me. I don't know about that. Maybe it's repressed memories.
She would play tricks on me, of course. She was a little jealous of sweet lil ol' me because I was the "new baby",so to speak, of the family. It had been her for awhile. One time, she blindfolded me and told me to take a big bite out of this juicy apple she had in her hand. So I did as she directed, as trusting and innocent as a kid I was. But no, it was a tomato, not an apple. I shouted, "Yuck!" I quickly took off the blindfold. When I saw the mushy pulp and seeds of the tomato I wanted to puke, preparing my taste buds, beforehand, for a sweet, juicy apple. To this day, I won't eat a tomato. They repulse me. I'd rather lick a cow's taint than eat a fucking tomato.
Pretty visual, eh?
Because I was shy, I often got bullied on the buses, as I grew up. I didn't know you could be thought of as being "stuck up", too, for being quiet but I heard it whispered that, that was another reason I was bullied so horribly. Four to five bigger kids would gang up on me and smash their hard back school books on the back of my head on the school buses. A few would punch my face. The school bus driver would watch the action, in his rear view mirror and do nothing. He was famous for this. Anytime there was a fight or bullying, he did nothing and reported nothing. I was too ashamed to tell my parents about it so they more or less didn't know about it.
I made a few friends in grades 1-8 in parochial school. They were a couple of "misfits", as well, because they would not be picked out for team sports and were quiet and whatever else kids (and for that matter, adults) would use- as an excuse to pick on them and I.
Speaking of bullies, that's a subject that really pisses me off on many levels. With all this texting and facebooking gossip shit going on between kids, telling lies and being cruel, kids these days are really having a hellish time with bullying these days. They sometimes end up killing themselves, in fact, from what you read in the paper and on the Internet. It makes me sick. I hear and see crap about gangs of girls kicking the shit out of other girls and I wonder what the hell kind of values are their parents teaching them. Even my niece is getting bullied by school girls, calling her names and filling up her locker full of tampons, of all things. My sister didn't put up with it, of course. She went to the principal and told him to get something done about it or else. Because of her being pro-active, it has stopped.
These days, there are more and more school departments or people you can go to if you're on the receiving end of bullying, but more, clearly needs to be done about it. Kids shouldn't be killing themselves and feeling like they're not worthy of the respect they should be given during the time they're in school or out of it.
I read a lot of books when I was young. I also wrote a lot of stories, mostly about my parakeets, cats and my dog. A lot of vivid imagination and descriptive wording (not so much that it was shocking and it was never vulgar) went into them and I was told I was a very creative writer by my English teacher. I liked the compliment as they were few and far between. Unfortunately, I had a teacher who thought I had too vivid an imagination. I never wrote anything perverted, if that's what you're wondering. I was just a kid. The teacher's name was Mrs. Patterson. She was one of two or three teachers who wasn't a nun at the school by the old church- but she did fancy herself as an amateur psychologist. She really thought she knew a lot about psychology. The bitch even tried to suggest to my parents that there was something wrong with me. My parents were young and didn't know any better (I was their first kid) so they tried to convince me there was something wrong with me, too and that I should seek counseling. I think I was like ten years old at the time. It was around this time, I found out I was half-deaf, due to all the ear infections I had as a kid.
I had a fit, cried quite a bit and it really caused me to question adults and their fucked up motives. Before that, I was questioning the motives of adults because of all the violent news of the Vietnam war that would be shown on TV. Even at the ripe old age of ten, I knew it was wrong and I thought, quite often, what kind of mess of beings have I been thrown into, without permission. These fuckers are nuts. Well, I didn't think in exactly those words I just used, but it close enough. I did think adults and kids were really messed up- not just because they bullied me but because they seemed to be preoccupied by violence- on TV and everywhere else.
This is me, when I was a kid ( had blonde hair until I was six), plus another pic of mom and I, when I was older and we were fishing at the time:
Later, I went to high school, joined Drama Class, wrote articles for the school newspaper, continued to write serious and humorous stories, acted in plays, had a poem published, went to a lot of parties, got drunk and fried and really started opening up to people and getting pretty wild, in general. My personality changed quite a bit in high school. I was the one who started trends without even meaning to do that. In reality, just as I do today, I just do whatever I feel like doing- within reason. I'm not a serial killer. And I don't sodomize animals on Tuesdays.
I've never tried to be rebellious or a non-conformist type of person. One friend suggested that I was trying to be that way on purpose once. That made me laugh and I replied, "If you know anything about me, you know I'm honest about what I say and about my own actions- to a fault." And he said, "Yeah... you're right," after thinking it over for a little while and recalling the years of our twenty year friendship. I just feel like doing whatever fits for me. The need, as it did when I was kid, to fit in, doesn't work for me. I'm my own person. To each person, I believe, they should go his or her own way. To the rest of those who blindly follow without questioning, fuck 'em.
Inquisitor Kelly: Would you say adults who were bullies or even adults who weren't bullies when they were children, but are now, don't understand what effect they have on people? And perhaps, in fact, don't give a shit about what effect they have on people?
Honest Kelly: I think there are many people or groups of people who fall under the category of "Bullydom." It's funny you should ask me this, Kelly. But maybe it isn't so odd, since you are, in fact, me. I wanted to do a blog post on bullies for a long time now. And now... look! I finally made it here. Looks like the subject is being intertwined within this interview, after all. Ha ha ha. I'm laughing to myself, literally, I suppose.
There are, indeed, adults who are bullies. Sometimes they are parents who really shouldn't be breeding, having children and shouldn't be brainwashing them with their own distorted viewpoints, neither should there be bosses who abuse their hiring/firing, pay raising/lowering power, police officers that abuse their authority and corporate entities that squeeze money out of the middle class and the poor for their own profits and gains.
Corporations can be the worst of all evils and of all bullies because they try to control and bully us in our short, precious lives here on Earth by pushing us into corners we have no escape from. Sometime, you might feel a temporary escape by taking an anti-depressant (which makes your misery profitable for big pharmaceutical companies) or by doing cocaine, drinking booze or worse (which makes it profitable for drug cartels and, in turn, for the DEA and law officers- if you do your research).
Let's face it! If we didn't outlaw drugs, there would be a lot of space in those jails and prisons and then where would the states and the government make their money? Hell, we might have to actually put it into schools to educate kids, pay teachers what they deserve, hire and keep firefighters, fix roads or some other practical purpose. God forbid!
I see, in the future, tobacco products becoming completely illegal within the next twenty years. This will be great news for organized crime and others. Just like it was when they made weed illegal. Read that entire story here. It will either disgust you or shock you or both. Or maybe you just don't care. A lot of people don't care about their privacy and personal freedom, either. Look around! There are sheeple, everywhere! People have always had the (un)natural "talent" of being able to ignore being shit on or becoming obedient slaves to a centuries old man made system.
Btw, marijuana, being made illegal, was great news and carefully planned by folks like our government and rich, white assholes such as Harry J. Aslinger and William Randolph Hearst. Both had vested interests, for their careers, to make weed out to be an addictive drug, capable of killing and driving one insane. Nonsense!!!
The silly 1930's flick, Reefer Madness, was nothing more than a propaganda film, intended to scare the public. Instead, it's watched today as if it is an absurd comedy movie. Good ol' propaganda! Kind of like drawing people into a war with a country, in the name of patriotism, that we have no business in being in- except to drum up business for rich white people in corporate hierarchies. They have what we want! Let's wage war on them! We'll set up our democracy there, afterwards, to keep the profits rolling in.
Well gang, I'm getting pretty tired. I have just enough energy to do a quick re-read of what I've written, take a quick piss and hit the bed sheets with my exquisite self. I think I will continue the second part of this interview another time. Hope you enjoyed it. I have more to say, since I'm a rambler, but it will have to wait.
As the title suggests, I will be interviewing myself, revealing things I may have mentioned before here, some things I've never revealed, but also adding some clarification to misconceptions. I'll also be adding some traces of sardonic or dry humor that some individuals may or may not perceive, successfully, depending on how sharp of mind that being is. Not that I'm putting anyone down for having the intelligence quotient well below a snail's turd- but there have been times when I've read the comments on my blog or ones I've read on other's blogs and I've found it somewhat disconcerting to realize there's more than a few, uh, how should I put this in polite terms... mmm... dumbasses out there?
But, being the helluva guy I am, I'm throwing caution to the wind and going on with the show. I want to inform you, my friends, entertain you and gently coddle you like tiny baby birds in a wasp's nest, keeping you feeling all warm and secure, inside and out. No shocking diatribes, sarcasm and crude humor found in this humble abode of mine, I can assure you. I certainly wouldn't do that to get an individual's attention to make one simple, friggin' point.
Ahh... there I go again with the friendly, idle chit chat. On with the interview:
That goes for the black background on my site. Some people say it's too hard to read my words on a post I'll put up. To them I say, I like the black background. Black matches the sometimes dark themes I bring up during my rants and stories on my charming blog. I won't change it for anyone or for any reason. Not for more followers. Not for more hits on my pages. In truth, the opinions of most people mean less than nothing to me. This is because I'm too old, too wise and have had enough experience to imbue myself with the knowledge that people basically want things their way because they are selfish and narrow-minded. Not to mention uptight and stupid. Thanks for asking.
I had a swing and a tire on an apple tree I played on. I also had a black and white cat named Pepsi, a German Shepherd named Happy and I often talked to an old large apple tree, out of loneliness, boredom and because I had a fertile imagination. Finally, 6 years later, my sister was born. I played with her toys, rode bikes with her and played with my own collection of Hot Wheels cars. Each one of my Hot Wheels cars had his or her own personal name and military rank. The President was in love with the Secretary. Sometimes, I made them kiss. The apple tree, outside, often told me to kill the useless weeds in the yard (they were the enemy). So that I did, with pure, delightful abandon and with a large stick I'd whip around, cutting them down like a warrior.
Down the road, we had neighbor kids that enjoyed peeing into each other's mouths, for sport and dry humping the wiener dog. They locked me in their spider-filled, completely dark old basement once, for hours. They would make Kool-Aid, on hot summer days and their mom would serve it to us kids in unwashed, food-encrusted glasses. I'm surprised, to this day, I'm still alive. I'm not kidding about any of those details and I've talked about them a couple times on this blog. When I was six, I had no idea what they were doing to their dog. Later, I put it together and figured it out. All I knew was that it's little doggy eyes rolled to the back of it's head while it lay on the slab of concrete while one of the brothers cheered on the human kid fucking it.
I found out later that Happy, my dog, was a bad doggy to a vet. Dad said he had ran off one day. No explanation was given. I was shocked and saddened when I was told that as a kid. When I was 16, Dad told me that he had to "put Happy down" because Happy suddenly bit a big meaty chunk out of a vet's arm during one of Happy's regular vet appointments. The vet told Dad Happy had to be put down or he would make sure Happy was euthanized. The way Dad described it, it took several shots to his big furry canine head before Happy finally died. Hearing this story did not make me happy. But I understood the reasoning a little later. Happy could have killed me, at some point and that's what they were afraid of. During our play time together, though, he was a really friendly and honestly happy dog.
On a happier note: I really enjoyed the walks mom and I would take down the old gravel road that was named after us because Dad had done so much work on it, himself.
Every week, it seemed, we would pay a visit or visits to my grandma and grandpa's farm down the old country lane. I was mostly a very shy, quiet kid. I played with my Aunt Kay. I remember one particular time when we set white milk stools together, down on their sides on the floor, in a line and sat in the open spaces. We pretended that we were riding in a train and made "choo- choo' noises. Those were fun times. My Aunt Kay, who was more of a sister to me, now and then, says that she used to bully me. I don't know about that. Maybe it's repressed memories.
She would play tricks on me, of course. She was a little jealous of sweet lil ol' me because I was the "new baby",so to speak, of the family. It had been her for awhile. One time, she blindfolded me and told me to take a big bite out of this juicy apple she had in her hand. So I did as she directed, as trusting and innocent as a kid I was. But no, it was a tomato, not an apple. I shouted, "Yuck!" I quickly took off the blindfold. When I saw the mushy pulp and seeds of the tomato I wanted to puke, preparing my taste buds, beforehand, for a sweet, juicy apple. To this day, I won't eat a tomato. They repulse me. I'd rather lick a cow's taint than eat a fucking tomato.
Pretty visual, eh?
Because I was shy, I often got bullied on the buses, as I grew up. I didn't know you could be thought of as being "stuck up", too, for being quiet but I heard it whispered that, that was another reason I was bullied so horribly. Four to five bigger kids would gang up on me and smash their hard back school books on the back of my head on the school buses. A few would punch my face. The school bus driver would watch the action, in his rear view mirror and do nothing. He was famous for this. Anytime there was a fight or bullying, he did nothing and reported nothing. I was too ashamed to tell my parents about it so they more or less didn't know about it.
I made a few friends in grades 1-8 in parochial school. They were a couple of "misfits", as well, because they would not be picked out for team sports and were quiet and whatever else kids (and for that matter, adults) would use- as an excuse to pick on them and I.
Speaking of bullies, that's a subject that really pisses me off on many levels. With all this texting and facebooking gossip shit going on between kids, telling lies and being cruel, kids these days are really having a hellish time with bullying these days. They sometimes end up killing themselves, in fact, from what you read in the paper and on the Internet. It makes me sick. I hear and see crap about gangs of girls kicking the shit out of other girls and I wonder what the hell kind of values are their parents teaching them. Even my niece is getting bullied by school girls, calling her names and filling up her locker full of tampons, of all things. My sister didn't put up with it, of course. She went to the principal and told him to get something done about it or else. Because of her being pro-active, it has stopped.
These days, there are more and more school departments or people you can go to if you're on the receiving end of bullying, but more, clearly needs to be done about it. Kids shouldn't be killing themselves and feeling like they're not worthy of the respect they should be given during the time they're in school or out of it.
I read a lot of books when I was young. I also wrote a lot of stories, mostly about my parakeets, cats and my dog. A lot of vivid imagination and descriptive wording (not so much that it was shocking and it was never vulgar) went into them and I was told I was a very creative writer by my English teacher. I liked the compliment as they were few and far between. Unfortunately, I had a teacher who thought I had too vivid an imagination. I never wrote anything perverted, if that's what you're wondering. I was just a kid. The teacher's name was Mrs. Patterson. She was one of two or three teachers who wasn't a nun at the school by the old church- but she did fancy herself as an amateur psychologist. She really thought she knew a lot about psychology. The bitch even tried to suggest to my parents that there was something wrong with me. My parents were young and didn't know any better (I was their first kid) so they tried to convince me there was something wrong with me, too and that I should seek counseling. I think I was like ten years old at the time. It was around this time, I found out I was half-deaf, due to all the ear infections I had as a kid.
I had a fit, cried quite a bit and it really caused me to question adults and their fucked up motives. Before that, I was questioning the motives of adults because of all the violent news of the Vietnam war that would be shown on TV. Even at the ripe old age of ten, I knew it was wrong and I thought, quite often, what kind of mess of beings have I been thrown into, without permission. These fuckers are nuts. Well, I didn't think in exactly those words I just used, but it close enough. I did think adults and kids were really messed up- not just because they bullied me but because they seemed to be preoccupied by violence- on TV and everywhere else.
This is me, when I was a kid ( had blonde hair until I was six), plus another pic of mom and I, when I was older and we were fishing at the time:
Later, I went to high school, joined Drama Class, wrote articles for the school newspaper, continued to write serious and humorous stories, acted in plays, had a poem published, went to a lot of parties, got drunk and fried and really started opening up to people and getting pretty wild, in general. My personality changed quite a bit in high school. I was the one who started trends without even meaning to do that. In reality, just as I do today, I just do whatever I feel like doing- within reason. I'm not a serial killer. And I don't sodomize animals on Tuesdays.
I've never tried to be rebellious or a non-conformist type of person. One friend suggested that I was trying to be that way on purpose once. That made me laugh and I replied, "If you know anything about me, you know I'm honest about what I say and about my own actions- to a fault." And he said, "Yeah... you're right," after thinking it over for a little while and recalling the years of our twenty year friendship. I just feel like doing whatever fits for me. The need, as it did when I was kid, to fit in, doesn't work for me. I'm my own person. To each person, I believe, they should go his or her own way. To the rest of those who blindly follow without questioning, fuck 'em.
There are, indeed, adults who are bullies. Sometimes they are parents who really shouldn't be breeding, having children and shouldn't be brainwashing them with their own distorted viewpoints, neither should there be bosses who abuse their hiring/firing, pay raising/lowering power, police officers that abuse their authority and corporate entities that squeeze money out of the middle class and the poor for their own profits and gains.
Corporations can be the worst of all evils and of all bullies because they try to control and bully us in our short, precious lives here on Earth by pushing us into corners we have no escape from. Sometime, you might feel a temporary escape by taking an anti-depressant (which makes your misery profitable for big pharmaceutical companies) or by doing cocaine, drinking booze or worse (which makes it profitable for drug cartels and, in turn, for the DEA and law officers- if you do your research).
Let's face it! If we didn't outlaw drugs, there would be a lot of space in those jails and prisons and then where would the states and the government make their money? Hell, we might have to actually put it into schools to educate kids, pay teachers what they deserve, hire and keep firefighters, fix roads or some other practical purpose. God forbid!
I see, in the future, tobacco products becoming completely illegal within the next twenty years. This will be great news for organized crime and others. Just like it was when they made weed illegal. Read that entire story here. It will either disgust you or shock you or both. Or maybe you just don't care. A lot of people don't care about their privacy and personal freedom, either. Look around! There are sheeple, everywhere! People have always had the (un)natural "talent" of being able to ignore being shit on or becoming obedient slaves to a centuries old man made system.
Btw, marijuana, being made illegal, was great news and carefully planned by folks like our government and rich, white assholes such as Harry J. Aslinger and William Randolph Hearst. Both had vested interests, for their careers, to make weed out to be an addictive drug, capable of killing and driving one insane. Nonsense!!!
The silly 1930's flick, Reefer Madness, was nothing more than a propaganda film, intended to scare the public. Instead, it's watched today as if it is an absurd comedy movie. Good ol' propaganda! Kind of like drawing people into a war with a country, in the name of patriotism, that we have no business in being in- except to drum up business for rich white people in corporate hierarchies. They have what we want! Let's wage war on them! We'll set up our democracy there, afterwards, to keep the profits rolling in.
Well gang, I'm getting pretty tired. I have just enough energy to do a quick re-read of what I've written, take a quick piss and hit the bed sheets with my exquisite self. I think I will continue the second part of this interview another time. Hope you enjoyed it. I have more to say, since I'm a rambler, but it will have to wait.
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